Vs1
Lord I need some answers I got these questions burning
My soul is steady on fire and my mind forgets discernment
You told me you'd never leave me I heard you and I believed you
But life is getting to critical waiting till when I see you
And knowing that when I see you it's better than what I'm leaving
I feel you left me to die when my family had diseases
Was asking you for forgiveness was asking you for some healing
You telling me that you love me It's funny I didn't feel it
Don't feel it I won't conceal it im screaming it seem you hurt me
You lie to me when I pray to you telling me that I'm worthy 
The people you put around me they promised they'd never hurt me
They fronting throughout your church for these people and all the clergy
The clergy ain't doing nothing but asking about my problems 
The problem is that they asking me clearly they'll never solve em 
So louder they burn the gonja and farther away I hear you
But father if I don't see you then how I could I ever feel you
I just gotta know.....

Vs2
Uh..
Please pardon me if my honesty harshfully is expressive 
In knowing that I have God in me part of me missed the message
The message just isn't clear to me seriously what I've done to you
Tell me I need to know O my father I only wanted you
Wanted truth which is freedom I'm seeking but all the chains I can't leave it
And always feeling defeated but now a paraplegic 
 O Jesus tell me the reason to why I'm stuck in this season
These demons scheming believe me and/and they almost succeeding
You took my fam and my friends from me.. Then my fam turned to frenemies
Why the mirror makes it clearer looks like I'm my worst enemy
So I'm hatin me no diamonds as I'm cutting wrist I'm done with this
Don't wanna die don't wanna live don't want the risk
Of being back in hell again or failing them or failing you
Blatant tripping faith is slipping  reason why I'm telling you
Because I want a life yes a life that will get rid of doubt
You told me I was heir you're my air you I can't live without 

Chorus
When I think about this life
All I ask is why
See I try to keep the faith
But I don't understand your ways

When I think about this life
All I ask is why
See I try to keep the faith
So I Can't do things my way

Watt Verse
Disregard those feelings those feelings they hold no meaning I mean
just keep on believing believing just don't mean seeing and seeing is
not a reason for thinking it's not your season cause seasons they come
and go and this season I got you breathing so breathing should serve
as evidence evidence that you're needed it's evidence that you wanted
so evidence you're receiving my evidence never absent and absence is
never evidence you feel me, you don't see me this will always be the
precedence

Don't put your trust in princes I told you don't trust these mortal
men, mortal men have a weakness a weakness that keeps on flourishing
flourishing cause that weakness is rooted in pride weakness is ruining
lives, it got you asking me these questions like you have arrived, you
ain't there, just prepare, because this path I have you on it's so
rare, it's not fair, to the others that's walking, I have others just
talking, I listen, I hear their prayers and their prayers sound just
like they're wishing, I'm not a genie, and I don't plan to be one now
and all so you can find your worth, blessing planted right at birth,
there's nothing you can do that's worst, all I ask, that you keep me
first...